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I have been pre-occupied with an important project at work....which has completed development and testing and soon is going to move to its implementation phase....its very interesting and actually linked to something that I am good at as well...

Its taken up my weekends and has put me through long hours at work...however soon there will be some happy time...with the automation completing by mid of May. Its a tough month ahead also but its soothing to see success after lots of effort.

My studies have suffered big time as well....with exams nearing...its worrying times and honestly I have lost that knack to study also. Just feel so mentally exhausted all the time. I have already passed some big exams in life and its like my mind cant find the energy to clear of just a few more. Sounds so stupid coming from a 26-year old....and yes I just realized that. These next 4 years could set the record straight for life. Just need to find some motivation to study and get it over with. Finance is not exactly running in my blood but I think I can get things done....if I could just find some motivation. I have been getting the "Is it really worth it?" thoughts....and with not the right kind of support system around...it really is a case finding something to motivate myself. Its not that that is something new, its been pretty much like that all my life. Just to need to get back to finding something to get me going again.

Anyway, its really good to see people still coming here and my hits haven't really gone down. So all you people out there who still come....thanks....a lot....you make my day....each day I am able to check my mail and see some comments still coming....that is really encouraging....my google reader must be exploding now with me not seeing how everybody else I know has been doing on their blogs...its been that kind of month, last month....

I ll be back soon....and with a big bang....I m planning something big in the blogworld....just need to find some time....

7 comments:

  1. Wish u all the best ada...InshAllah things will turn out to be good for u. As far as finance is concerned...if number crunching excites u then I guess u just need to keep in mind the positive outcome of all the effort u r putting in studying the subject and u'll hopefully feel motivated.
    Looking forward to see the blogging **big bang** sometime soon :)

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  2. Best of luck for your exams ... about finance .. its simple .. kia aya aur kia gaya ;) :D

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  3. huh ur post jst reminded me that i am suppose to be studying for Monday's midterm :(
    eeeekkkk

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  4. I read somewhere that its really good to question yourself on whatever you're doing ..is it really worth your time?...once in a while because it either re-insert your faith and motivation or let you see the err in your doings :)

    I'm sure that you'll do awsome in exams! Good luck!

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  5. @ UTP:

    Motivation .... you can try remembering some good stuff / feedback / results related to your past study, that might cheer you up / motivate you to study more :)

    Good luck.

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  6. no offense dude - but i'd rather hop onto mayg's place (maybe it's a woman thing! :P ) - khair, i hope u not expecting me to be in both! :S
    khair...i too have been busy - lazy - hazy...u know...one of those MIA phases.

    looking forward to the big dhamaka. am sure even if i forget to pass by here, i shall come across on wifey's page.

    goodluck in whatever ur upto

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