Lottery

I have been thinking about how to manage my budget book and what I will do when I could save a buck and then the mind just goes on and on. I stop and rewind back and come back to reality. Then start again and nothing works out as there is somehow no chance.

Yesterday I was driving and heard some caller on an FM Station who had just won 20,000AED. hehehe....I wonder how it happens. I have never won anything of the sort, of course win something like this, one has to buy tickets as well and believe heheh...I know I sound crazy but that is the only way I can get started on my HUGE plans.

Unfortunately, I still have a faith in Allah to guide us through the hard times. I want to do so much for my family, my parents, my siblings but I can only work with what I have. I can however plan stuff for the future. So if somewhere out of nowhere, I am able to make a big buck, the ball will start rolling much quicker than how it is currently. That would do wonders.

Sometimes I wonder, who are these people who win lotteries? How are they like? I ve never heard of anyone I know win something like that. I don't even know if its real. Do they get the whole amount? Its a crazy part of life and it becomes a disease in the end. An addiction. I guess now that I think of it, I am better of in a little hard times that winning a lottery than become addicted to the idea.

I guess writing helps. Honestly, I named this post lottery because I was seriously thinking about seriously going towards it when I started writing this post. While writing the brain cells have worked and am back to my strong faith in Allah and fate. Thanks, blogosphere.